I need to constantly remind myself what is really important at the moment. Sometimes I really wonder if anything is wrong with me. I have ridiculously bad memory. Often it seems like I know what I need to do, I’ve thought about it a million times, I’ve decided what is important for me at the moment, but I’m still where I was before. Or at least it seems like it. I’m just extremely unorganized. My mind jumps from one thing to the next, I get lost in daily routines and my interests change from hour to hour. Sometimes it’s just too frustrating…

Here a list of things that shows where I am at the moment and where I want to get to.

I’m a programmer and I don’t like my job.

My income is only enough to pay my bills.

I’d like to improve my physical and mental health.

I’d like to go back to school for upgrading and applying my computing science knowledge to a different field.

I’d like to travel.

I want to move to a different city. Vancouver possibly.

So how the hell do I organize all of this things and decide what I need to do first?? I guess I’d have to commit to only a subset of these things and just do that, but I cannot decide and just stay where I was.

To quit my job I need to find an alternate source of income. I don’t want to be tied up to a physical location/schedule, so it would be great to find something on the web. There seem to be so many ways to earn money online these days, I need to research that. I just don’t know where to start, but this IS my NUMBER 1 priority. Good.

Now, I’ve already committed to getting up early, meditating, getting some exercise etc. I need to keep it up. Good.

I want to move to Vancouver by the end of next summer. If I find an extra/alternative way of income by the end of this summer, I can take some part-time courses this fall/winter. Good.

I could even go to Thailand this Christmas if I work hard. Awesome.

Wheeew… that feels a little easier.

I’m all pumped! Let’s make it happen!